write me well, my love

hello.

call me gravity or shiloh. i am a queer woman in my early twenties, a former english major, an author of queer gothic fiction, and an advanced literate to novella roleplayer at my peak. i will fluctuate within reason to match partners' or a group's posts.

overall warnings.

minors do not interact. the vast majority of my characters have traumatic histories and difficult, mature topics in both the past and the present. i expect sexual content to be incorporated into plotlines with most of them.

disclaimer.

this page is for one on one. all information, guidelines, and character information past this point are written in regards to private roleplays. if i am in a group server, do me the favor of assuming i am aware of and agree to that server's individual rules and limitations.

before proceeding.

read this page thoroughly. refrain from contacting me if you haven't looked over everything. it will be clear if you've merely skimmed or ignored my wishes entirely, and you will be ignored or blocked at my whim.

write me weird

one.

be patient and respectful. this is the most important rule. my activity and availability fluctuates greatly; i'm a primary caretaker. just because i'm online and communicating does not mean i'm physically or mentally capable of responding. do not ever nag me.

three.

writing samples required. unfortunately, due to my unreliable free time, i'm extremely picky. i require that you send a recent writing sample in your first message, along with the code word vitriol. for the sake of fairness, you can find my sample document hosted here.

two.

third person, past or present. i will change post tense to match my partner's preference; third person perspective is non-negotiable. i write three paragraphs at minimum up to multiple thousands of words at once. i would appreciate equal effort and quality from you.

four.

nsfw themes and content required. as mentioned before, all of my characters incorporate mature and/or sexual content, both in backstory and in present day. you must be able to handle this content and willing to write smut in relevant plotlines.

write me willing

original characters.

this is my roster of primary characters; i have several others i will only offer if relevant, typically only in group settings. each listing includes their most common or canon settings; all can be modified to fit into similar spaces. i will not create new characters to fit your tastes or an individual plot. clicking on a character's icon will lead you to the page that has the most of their recent information, assuming i've actually managed to complete it.

panhumanhe theyachillean

modern realism, cyberpunk, arcane au. a broken child from broken homes, fleeing across the country from the blood on their hands. a reckless vigilante fighting against the militia keeping his peers in shackles. a firelight under ekko's leadership, always crossways of silco.

content warnings. sexual content & abuse. drug abuse. nonconsent.

conniewraiththey she itsapphic

regional gothic, gothic horror, rdr2 au. once one of the most infamous outlaws of the era, hunted down by the devil and sent to an early grave. now a walking corpse, raised into undeath and pacing its territory in search of the reek of blood. undying, uncaring, unrelenting.

content warnings. sacrilege. graphic gore & snuff. eroticized violence.

isaacpart humanhe himachillean

bloodborne au, gothic horror. born of distant vileblood heritage and cast aside from their fortune, now a dreamless hunter walking phantasmic among the scourge. a hunter of beasts and men alike, driven by coin and wretched solitude. broken, weary, yet still alive.

content warnings. graphic gore & snuff. teratophilia. necrophilia.

nikolaiwolf hybridhe himachillean

modern realism, wolves of the beyond au, witcher au. a solitary beast by nature, eyesight damaged by a littermate and damning him to turmoil forevermore. a blooder at the time of that wretched dance, poised to watch the earth break. a silent hunter, shunned by all.

content warnings. graphic violence. apocalyptic cultism.

aspentailfelinehe himachillean

warriors original clans, warriors fan clans. the medicine cat for windclan beside the lake territories, struggling to recover in the wake of the imposter's reign. a frightened star-speaker in the great basin, clueless how to lead his clanmates through the order's genocide.

content warnings. graphic violence. cultism & sacrilege. genocide.

wolfsongfelinehe himaromantic

warriors original clans, warriors fan clans. a smooth-talking rogue integrating himself into clan life, pushing his own agenda by manipulating others. a cold, vicious sol among the order of the sun, watching with indifference as impure blood is spilled at his feet.

content warnings. graphic violence. cultism & sacrilege. genocide.

write me well

primary fandoms.

this is an extremely incomplete list of the fandoms i'm willing to write for. most likely, if it's included here, it's one that i'm always eager to write. don't be surprised if you see me advertising for or responding to ads about media not listed here. please note that unless otherwise stated, i am only interested in canon x canon or oc x oc pairings, and typically only the ships listed here.

stranger thingsharringrove

canon-compliant, canon-divergent. i enjoy slow-burn, conflict-driven plots that eventually develop into friendship and finally to strained, unstable, codependent romance. i write billy hargrove exclusively, and enjoy making him a little darker, more complex, and more human.

content warnings. child abuse. substance abuse. toxic relationships.

kingdom heartsakuroku

next life au, canon-compliant. reincarnation plots where their current lives come with their own difficulties and lead to the slow reveal of their previous lives are my favorites. there is a specific plot, borrowed from a lost fanfiction, that i want to recreate. i prefer playing roxas.

content warnings. escaping a cult. unresolved post-traumatic stress.

warrior catsoc x oc

canon clans, fan clans. i have several cats in addition to the two listed here that can fluff out the ranks or be the focus in a clan setting. canon clans, your fan clans, or mine are welcome. my setting features a militant cult, strained relationships with religion, and active genocide.

content warnings. graphic violence. cultism & sacrilege. genocide.

jurassic park & worldoc x oc

saurian characters, human characters. less typical, perhaps, but nonetheless a favorite of mine. i would be most interesting in writing in either the original island or in the world established by dominion, with dinosaurs "coexisting" or caught up in black market trade.

content warnings. novel-level gore & horror elements. animal abuse.

the hunger gamesoc x oc

canon-compliant only. there are several different roles and time periods i would be interested in playing within this universe. i am also tentatively willing to write coriolanus snow against lucy gray baird, but i will be picky on writing partners for this specific dynamic.

content warnings. graphic gore & snuff. toxic & abusive dynamics.

panhumanhe theyachillean

content warnings. sexual content & abuse. drug abuse. nonconsent.

  • nonbinary

  • early twenties

  • drawn to maculine energy

  • voiced by party poison (danger days 2010)

base appearance. on the taller side and built lean, pan bears an athletic edge plain in the hard cut of muscle in his arms and thighs. his hair is a mess of shoulder-length, unkempt curls, always dyed in varying shades of deep or denim blue. their eyes are a dull forest green, lit from behind by a snarky fire. light-complected to begin, vitiligo mottles their skin, making them an interesting sight.

additional details. three piercings in each earlobe; orbital and helix piercings in each ear; tongue piercing; navel piercing. solid black one-inch bands tattooed around each wrist and ankle. black-and-white panther skull among watercolor hibiscus and orchid flowers tattooed on the outside of both thighs. real-world only: tiny, simple pair of stars centered on the collarbone; from "peter pan."

psychological. years of practice have let pan craft the perfect mask of debonair nonchalance, insolence sloughing off every word in droves. they appear reckless and brash, diving headfirst into risky situations with little thought for consequence, especially if it'll mean a good fuck or roughing-up. in reality, they welcome every risk, every chance of injury. pain, after all, is all that is familiar.

modern realism. born to a single mother with an addiction problem, this child found his way into the foster system early on, failed by it just as many others are. they took comfort in books for the better part of their youth, tuning out arguments down the hall by fixating on the never-land - the book that would eventually give them their alias when they fled. his time at the last home before he would have aged out of the system was marked by abuse, for a drunken man and a bitter youth seldom get along. one evening's quarrel saw his hands bloodstained, saw him running blind, afraid.today, pan travels west, just as sightless as before, chasing that foolish fantasy of better lives out where the cities never sleep. they hitchhike their way through nothing towns and down empty highways, paying their way in the only way they can, the only way they've learned - flesh. he prays to gods in whom he never believed while he rinses filth from his hands in dingy motel bathrooms, avoiding his own reflection's gaze, for he knows he has no good answer to the question those dull eyes will always ask - why are you doing this to us? why won't you let us rest? let us rest.

cyberpunk. pan is among those who have never known mylae without militant rule. the upper city turned the lower into a prison ward in the wake of the first uprising, long enough ago that most alive now only know of the days before from fireside tales. today, the prison district is an empire of its own, kept in check by gang rule and looking at the topside with nothing short of disdain. whispers of the new rebellion course through the streets of the underworld, every gang's hackles raised in anticipation of bloodshed. even those who claim to run solo are drawing in, poised to kill.living above a close friend's club and keeping his pockets stuffed with clients' cash, pan funds his own little rebellion with sex work, just often enough to have quite the name among the wolff's clientele. out in the filth and grime, however, is where pan truly shines. they aren't truly aligned to any one gang, rather running odd jobs for whichever pays the highest; it's not double-crossing if you were never actually hired. his only interest is dismantling the upper city from the ground up; vandalism, escort jobs, reconnaissance, assassinations... if it harms the pigs, pan will gladly join in.

conniewraiththey she itsapphic

content warnings. sacrilege. graphic gore & snuff. eroticized violence.

  • abstract identity

  • early thirties

  • solely drawn to women

  • voiced by...

base appearance. before death took her, connie was tall and slender, always fit. her tanned complexion was interspersed with freckles across her nose and cheekbones, beneath oak-brown eyes. her hair was fiery red and wavy when left unchecked, always done up in a loose chignon. now, scar tissue mars every surface, her former beauty replaced by the animalistic grotesque.

additional details. eyes are now the white-gold of a rattlesnake and provide primitive heat-map vision in light and dark. bears two sets of coyote fangs each on upper and lower jaws. dresses in bloodied clothes taken from victims' corpses and animal hides taken from her prey. often wears a blindfold to conceal herself from her own reflection; finds their way via heat signatures if needed.

psychological. ...

one. ...

two. ...

three. you little bitch container tab why can't you be normal please just let me click you ignore this it'll be filled in one day i'm just suffering in hell eternally it's fine

isaacpart humanhe himachillean

content warnings. graphic gore & snuff. teratophilia. necrophilia.

  • abstract identity

  • early thirties

  • drawn to masculine energy

  • voiced by percy de rolo (the legend of vox machina 2022)

base appearance. ..

additional details. ..

psychological. ...

one. ...

two. ...

three. you little bitch container tab why can't you be normal please just let me click you ignore this it'll be filled in one day i'm just suffering in hell eternally it's fine